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I don't know what's wrong with me

Posted by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:02 PM
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But I've been thinking about baby Corey all day and just randomly crying. I miss him so bad. I still don't understand what so ever. What did he ever do to deserve to die? Ugh. I can't get the image out of my hea of walking into the room and seeing him there...dead. My baby boy. My 3 month old son. God! Why did you take him?!?! It's been 10 1/2 months almost and it's not getting any easier. Ill never hold my baby again. WTF? Why?!?! It's so unfair. 3 1/2 fucking months old.

The day he died he said dada. His first word. The first and last time saying it. He smiled sooooo much! He was the happiest baby ever. He had a sucker for Halloween. He LOVED it! It was soo cute. He always always always smiled at chase and laughed at him. It tickled chase to death. Chase was asked today what he was thankful for and chase said "my baby brother Corey". The kids all still talk about him every day. EVERYDAY!!! Not a single day goes by that they don't.

"a million words won't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither will a million tears. I know because I cry.".

"now I lay you down to sleep
I pray the lord your soul to keep
Within His arms He will hold you tight
My Heavenly angel, my guiding light"

"you didn't have time to leave fingerprints o the walls but you left handprints on our hearts."


I don't want any sympathy. NONE! I just had to get this off my chest. I miss my baby Corey and it helps me to get it out sometimes. I don't like talking to my friends about it (only have two that I can/will) bc one has stuff going on in her life and I feel like the other is tired of hearing it.

Ugh. Okay. Vent over. Please no sympathy. I honestly just needed to get that out.
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tiffstud
by Silver Member on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:04 PM

Rip angel
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LeahNichole81
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:04 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss... I cannot even begin to imagine
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Nattiesmom10
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:05 PM
What's wrong with you is u lost a child & you will always miss them.
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skittlebeans88
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:05 PM
He looks like such a sweetheart.
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autumn_sunset
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:06 PM
What a beautiful baby!
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rigosgurl
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:07 PM
Aww hes so cute, i love that big smile.
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Bl3ss3dMommi
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:08 PM
Why did he pass if you don't mind me asking.
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afwifeandmommy3
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:08 PM
Rip baby boy
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baquick
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:08 PM
((hugs)) your post brought me to tears. I am so sorry for your loss. Vent away. He looks so precious. Reminds me of my DS at that age. I can not imagine what you have been through.
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activitymode
by on Nov. 9, 2011 at 10:08 PM
He is adorable!
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