so far hubbys deployment hasnt been good... hes been in and out of the on post doctor with 3 different issues... one they have tried and tried and have to wait until hes back home, the other they dont have an xray machine, and now another issue came up today...
yesterday was my 23rd birthday and my mom was in another state having a full hysterectomy because of a very very large tumor. things didnt go as planned and the 2 hour surgery turned into 5 1/2 and now shes in the process of a blood transfusion.
i feel broken, helpless and not sure how much more i can take. i cant take care of my husband and it has me feeling horrible and out of control. DS is sick with allergies or starting to get an ear infection, not sure yet. im pregnant. im just so blah, ive been crying most of today
love you miss you hubbs