I know he has the right as their dad but it scares the shit out of me.
Im already having a panic attack about it.
I don't want them to go.. Not already. Sure a month ago I thought I could handle it, but now its a week away and its too soon. Hes only been back for 4 mths,, out of town for at least a month of that time. Now I'm handing our babies over to him?! I feel sick to my stomach. How am I going to get through a whole night?