*UPDATE 05/01/12*Just took a pregnancy test...update!
I was pregnant before but list my twins at 5 and a half months and can not go through that again...
My husband and I are not in a good position to have a child, newly married,2 stepchildren, not financially set bc we over 1500 dollars a month for the kids and child support so we are stuck staying in his parents house...
I an so scared right now and can't tell anyone, not even him yet, the only people I felt comfortable telling are those of you here on cm.
Idk what I expect to get as replies to this if any but I am freaking outand would never get an abortion our do apron but I am so scared to tell my in laws and family...ugh sort to wine ladies just overwhelmed.
I want so badly to be happy for this blessing, it is just not at the right time and we had been religiously using protection.
If you read this, thank you for your time.
I told my husband, he agrees it is not the best time, but is very happy to have a baby with me and told me I should tell his mom. I thought she would be mad at me, but she said it was never really a good time and that no one can be mad when you are bringing an innocent baby into the world.she is being very supportive, but I still just keep crying. All of my family is in illinois and I am in colorado with just him and his family so I'm glad I at least have all of them, I am not telling anyone else until I find out how far along I am and make sure my baby is doing okay. You girls have helped me so much with your kind words and I really appreciate you all! I appreciate no one bashing me because right now I just finger think I could take it. Thanks again and I will keep everyone posted as I start this journey. Much love
I go to the doctor today for a confirmation and due date...I'm excited, but am not feeling very good today. My mil and husband are both coming which is nice. You guys have been a great support system these past couple of days! Thanks again!