After I heard that I would miscarry, On wed night, I got very very sick, I began throwing up then dry heeving for over 24 hrs, I also had chills, shakes ect even before my body decided to rid itself of the baby. I ended up at my drs office thursday and my husband literally carried me in, where I collapsed on the chair and 3 nurses a NP and the Dr carried me to a room and 2 nurses stayed with me the entire time I was there. They gave me meds and wanted to admit me but I thought as long as I could start drinking atleast water and keep it down Id be ok so my husband finally took me home after been given plenty of meds and the vomiting seemed to be calmed down.
Thurs evening I began miscarring, and that added pain was so unbareable. By fri morning I had lost 12 lbs. Come to find out my body had a reaction which caused me to be so sick :(
Its taken days to stand up without feeling like im going to pass out , And now emotions are hitting.
What in the world????? I have decided to talk to my husband about long term options for me, I dont ever want to experience this again:(
I have adoption, a surrogate (not preg:( yet) and we have other options. I just cant do it!
Sorry its so long, its been a really rough few days and needed to release some frustration