Ok, so a few weeks ago, DH admitted to me that he has been unhappy for a really long time. I
already posted about all of it when it happened so don't want to get into too much detail about it so I'll just say this... DH said I was a better Mom than Wife and that he no longer feels wanted or appreciated and everything that I had neglected. I don't blame him, I can see where he was coming from. We talked and he said that he loves me and that is why he is still here hoping that things get better if we work on things together (it's a two way street). Moving on from that, I decided this weekend that I could not wear my wedding ring anymore. My wedding ring means soooo much to me and I feel I am lying to myself every time I look at them. I don't want to wear my rings until he feels what I feel when I wear/look at them. He hasn't noticed and I haven't told him this, but I won't hide it either. If he asks, I will be honest. I love him. He is my best friend, but until I become his again, I can't wear them. *Allow me to contradict myself because I already know for sure that this Friday, I will be wearing them. It's my Dad's wedding (I am maid of honor) and DH and DS are also in the wedding (Groomsmen and Ring Bearer) and I am just not prepared to answer any questions of get any stares. Not saying I will, just trying to be prepared. DH and I are happy out in public, even happy at home, just dealing with emotional things that no one needs to be aware of right now. I am really sad looking down at my hand though!!!