I have been feeling lately that I married the wrong guy. I look at all my friends and they have houses, cars, go on vacations and yet I am still struggling, living in an apartment, haven't been on vacation in a year and crying every day on how I am going to pay bills. I look at my husband and I just get depressed and disappointed. I have been thinking over and over why?? I keep asking myself this question. I am truly tired of struggling and worried over which bill I need to pay and which one can't be paid. I want a house with a yard and I don't want to always wonder.
Don't get me wrong, my husband works really hard. The reason for such struggle is his child support went WAY UP! He is paying $700 plus for his two daughters. On top of that he doesn't even see them. Reason is his daughters don't want to see him. (Teenagers) What he does bring home is nothing! I make more money than he does.
Why couldn't I have been with someone who is more stable. I know the heart wants what it wants but I am really struggling here. Sometimes, I just want to talk away. Throw my hands up and walk away.
Sorry for the long vent.