I know I am one of the first people to say other mummas need to leave their SO when they post about this stuff but I just need to vent at someone.
DH and I have our problems like anyone else. We went thru a period where he was dealing with a porn addiction and made it thru the otherside, And in 2009 things got so bad between us he was texting other women sexually explicit stuff and I had a nervous break down ended up almost dying after taking all my medication. We ended up working everything out and got married this year the day after our sons first birthday.
Things seemed ok untill recently when I felt he wasnt being as affectionate as he usally is, but I put it all down to me being paranoid.
Well lastnight I was playing around with his iphone playing hanging with friends. I logged on to his facebook and found he is doing it to me again. He is sending emails that are rather sexual to some chick. Telling her how good he is and asking her what she would do if he was naked. When I confronted him about it he tried to justify it by saying he was only having a joke. This is not the first time he has done this to me.
I dont know if I can forgive him this time. We have only been married 5 months so I really dont want to throw in the towel just yet. I am just at a loss and feel like an emotional wreck.
Sorry post is so long I just needed to get it off my chest.