this is why i hate... *edit: i think im leaving *update already

[xomrs.chase]

Surprises....

My birthday is tomorrow. I've been craving blueberry pancakes for like a week, so I asked Jesse if we could go out for breakfast in the morning. He looked absolutely disappointed, then explained he planned on cooking me breakfast. Sweet idea, but we have eggs like 3x a week.... I kind of wanted something special that we never make at home..

But, I said that it was ok and id love for him to make me breakfast! Well, he got all upset because I ruined the surprise.... :-/ ok, how was I supposed to know???? Now he's moping around in a super pissy mood.

:-/ sweet.

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Jesse got so angry... He came towards me.to."hug" me- yelling, teeth and.fists clenched. He didn't touch me, but.I.flinched and started. Shaking. I've never seen him like this. He claims its the diabetes. He says he blacks.out. I don't want to wait around and getbhit. I'm packing a bag.

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So, I passed out. I went in the nursery to grab diapers and the next thing I know Jesse is behind me, proping me up, and slowly helping me drink gatorade. I have potassium issues and I tend to crash under high stress.... Jesse lovingly helped me drink, then scooped me up and carried me to bed.... That's the man I married... Not the angry man...

He told me he would call a doc and a therapist in the morning. He has a lot of issues bottled up... So I guess mixed with the sugar it causes these explosions. I was leaving for the night.... But I guess I'm staying in bed. It looks like he's been crying

[xomrs.chase]

thank you, i'll keep that in mind

Quoting EmmaZate:

It's good he is seeking help. The thing y'all need to do at home is figure out if it's caused by a high or low (probably a low, that's more common) so that if there is a next time, it can be stopped before it gets out of hand.

Quoting xomrs.chase:

I'm home. (Edited above)



I didn't want to leave for good. For better or for worse.

Quoting EmmaZate:

Hopefully if you decide to stay y'all can get a plan down. He needs to check every time he feels weird.

Quoting xomrs.chase:

Yes. He checks before/ after meals/ shots

Quoting EmmaZate:

Do you have a monitor at home to check his levels? If y'all plan to stay together then sit with him when he is leveled out and normal, and try to get him to agree to check his levels when he feels this way. You need to know one way or the other. That way you can help bring down a high or bring up a low. Both are dangerous.

[EmmaZate]

I wish you the best of luck!

Quoting xomrs.chase:

thank you, i'll keep that in mind

Quoting EmmaZate:

It's good he is seeking help. The thing y'all need to do at home is figure out if it's caused by a high or low (probably a low, that's more common) so that if there is a next time, it can be stopped before it gets out of hand.

Quoting xomrs.chase:

I'm home. (Edited above)





I didn't want to leave for good. For better or for worse.

Quoting EmmaZate:

Hopefully if you decide to stay y'all can get a plan down. He needs to check every time he feels weird.

Quoting xomrs.chase:

Yes. He checks before/ after meals/ shots

Quoting EmmaZate:

Do you have a monitor at home to check his levels? If y'all plan to stay together then sit with him when he is leveled out and normal, and try to get him to agree to check his levels when he feels this way. You need to know one way or the other. That way you can help bring down a high or bring up a low. Both are dangerous.