I used to be this easy going gal, until about 4 years ago. That is when I thought I met the love of my life. The problem was that I was so full of life and he was a tightly wound person. As time passed, I have found myself being very miserable and just as negative as him. I couldn't believe it. I am having shouting matches with the man I supposedly love. This is my first relationship, so I didn't know what to think. Therefore, I stuck around. Year after year passed, and nothing has changed. Problem is, we have a child now. All that drama that was happening before our son, is now happening in front of him. I am fed up with exposing my son to this kind of environment. I try to break up with him, but I always let him come back. Don't get me wrong, I am in love with this man, but how do I let him go?