You all were so right - about everything. Months and months y'all tell me the same thing and I was being stupid and stubborn. I'm sorry for not taking the advice. Thank you to the ladies who have stood by me through it all and the ones who gave up on me along the way, I understand why.
I really feel like I have hit a low enough point to see what needs to change. I'm sure this will end up on that stupid ass blog but I needed to say it.
I know a lot of y'all were concerned. Physically I'm ok but I'm really going through it rough emotionally. For someone to bring this stuff to my parents was just..... Idek.
It's the very last thing they need to worry about right now. My sisters FINAL surgery attempt is in a couple weeks and we are all praying for the best but prepared for the worst. It will be a miracle if it is successful and she survives. But she herself is a living miracle so we haven't lost hope. Thank you everyone who has been keeping her in your thoughts and prayers.
You won't see me on here much at least for a long while. But you guys can always text me and fb me. For those who don't have my number or anything like that, I will be checking my messages on here periodically.
Again, THANK YOU so much to everyone who has been here for me.