My name is Bee. I am 9 weeks and 5 days pregnant and Im needing some advice or someone to just help me with all the questions. Im emotionally and mentally distraught. i feel very alone. I've been noticing that im pushing people away. Its as if my feelings of happiness and joy have been thrown out the window. my smiles seem to be more fake than real, and that's not me. Ive had alot of complications with my baby already, 1 ER visit for severe dehydration. Always nauseated and i cant keep nothing down. I keep getting told this is all in my head but every i wake up and tell myself its in my head, its really starting to be in my head. Please if anyone has any advice for me I'm all ears.