I'm so upset.. its 6 in the morning and I'm sitting here crying because I don't know what to do anymore. My boyfriend and I live at his parents house in Florida and I moved down here prbably three months ago right before I gave birth to our son. I'm at the point where I just can't control my temper with him anymore. We sleep in different rooms (because I snore) but its little things. We will get into an arguement and ill ask him to get ouf of my room( I share a room with the baby) and hell continue to sit there saying its okay, no I'm fine, blah blah and ill ask again for 15 minutes this can go on. If I go to get out of the roomcause I'm starting to get pissed he'll get up and stand infront od the door. Or he will say just give me a kiss and I will leave and ill give him a kiss and he's like now a hug.. he turns it into a game and I get scared of the things I think. I just want to punch him in the face and that scares me. It scares me that I'm so quick to say hurtful things just to get him to leave me alone.. maybe its resentment for me not staying in Jersey with my family who has yet to meet my son and how i have no friends and sont know a aoul out here besideshis parents and him and hes not working so im with him alllllllllllll theeeee timeeeee and that shouldnt bother me but idk . If i leave to go run to the store he calls me and if i dont amswerhell call again to ask me where i am and how im doing stupid stuff!! PLEASE HELP. Its everything not just me asking him to leave. I'm at my breaking point where I'm threatening him to leave and go back to Jersey with my friends and family. Idk what else to.do.
on Aug. 25, 2012 at 5:55 AM