I never had anxiety until I had DD, and a few months after she was born it got really bad but I managed to get it under control. I am terrified of getting in a car accident with DD in the car. I have her in her car seat, buckled in, safe, but I just worry so much about being in a car with her. I feel a lot better in a truck but cars scare the hell out of me. I guess it's because everyone I know who has died in an accident was in a car :( Tomorrow I finally get to go visit my grandmaw an hour & a half away but my mom wants to drive and she has a car. She has a nice car, I know it's safe, but my anxiety is back full force right now. I'm so worried about being on the interstate and those tiny country back roads plus my mom isn't the safest driver. I know it's ridiculous to be this nervous about a small car trip i've made hundreds of times, especially from someone who has traveled the world and country, but ever since DD I've been so paranoid.
I really want to visit my grandmaw but I'm going to be so anxious until I get home tomorrow evening. I wish I could get over this fear because I miss going places and traveling. Thanks for letting me get this off my chest ladies.