Frankly I feel like shit right now. A couple years ago I got out of a mentally abusive, emotionally draining marriage. I had the mother in law from hell, no support, I lost all my self esteem and developed an eating disorder for a time. I entered a very deep suicidal depression I'm just now coming out of. I'm trying to go to college this winter to study pblic relations. I think I'd do good somewhere in politics. I've never been to college though and I'm almost 26! I really hate myself for letting so many things happen. I'm not able to provide very well and I'm always afraid my son is gonna hate me like I hate my mother. Just needed to vent I guess. Thanks for reading.