I thought my marriage with Tom would last and we would be happy with that decision. Now im feeling like I made a mistake. Since our divorce has started and im dating someone exclusively now I feel like I cheated myself out of having more children with anyone I may potentially spend my life with. Im 30 I could still have more children physically I am capable. Currently I am overwhelmed with my 4 children that I get no help with, no physical or monetary assistance from either dads. We arent struggling and we are doing well as a single mother can do. They are actually pretty spoiled. lol, I know im not ready right now but I tell myself... What if??
Thats all, just needed to get it off my chest..
on Oct. 4, 2012 at 5:51 PM