Before we were together, I was very independent. I worked and took care of myself, my mom and brother. But when I moved in with my husband, I grabbed everything I could take on a plane and moved across the country. And he took care of me, and has ever since. Which I'm so grateful for. But it's just not me. I love being a wife and mother more than anything. But being home 24/7 and not bringing in money to our home makes me feel so bad.
The problem is that neither of us want our son in daycare. We are not very trusting people, especially when it comes to our child, we only trust our parents with him. And for me to get a job I would only be able to work when my husband is home. Which limits my availability greatly. And no one wants to hire me because of that. I'm just so frustrated. I don't know what to do.
Sorry if any of that was confusing. I'm on my phone so it's a bit harder to organize my thoughts.