Today marks one month exactly since my mother committed suicide. It's the first holiday without her. My SO has this really annoying attitude because he was up til 3am and had to get up at 9 because we have shit to do since dinner is at my house. I woke up in an ok mood, but once he started this fuckin attitude and silent treatment bullshit, now my attitude went down the drain. I'm already trying to cope with how today is going to be a hard day because my mom isn't here, and now this. I feel like going to the bedroom and fuckin staying there the whole fuckin day. There goes my whole entire day. Ugh. I wish it was tomorrow already so I can go to work and not have to deal with any of this shit.
on Nov. 22, 2012 at 10:52 AM