Help guys!! I think my relationship is nearing the end :-(
Ok so this is what's going on... I've been with my boyfriend well technically my fiance for 4 years now, but in those 4 years we were in a long distant relationship for 2 of them. When he finally finished his training (he's a combat medic in the Army) he started visiting me in Florida more often then he moved here in 2010 (yay!!). We found out we were pregnant only 5 months after he moved here, but our relationship was still pretty good. When our son was 2 months old he wanted me to move in with him so I did (I hated being at my moms house). That's when things got bad. Now here's the big problem... I cheated on him in August with this guy that was living with us for about a month (we were trying to help him out). It was one night we got into a big argument and I was crying and my boyfriend went to sleep the guy heard me crying and he came and we talked and he gave me a hug, which I really appreciated because my boyfriend doesn't do that anymore. Then he kissed me. I freaked out pulled back and told him I'm going to bed. Well I didn't tell my boyfriend because he would kick the guy out and he wouldn't have anyplace to stay. A month later my boyfriend saw a text in my phone from him and asked what did I do and I told him and he went crazy he made me take all of the guys stuff out of the house and throw it outside. To make matters worse I really want to be friends with the guy that I kissed because he's really nice person to talk to and I know I won't do anything like that again, but my boyfriend won't even let me look at his facebook page and he keeps my phone when I'm home and I only get it back I'm going out. We haven't recovered from this yet and it seems like he doesn't want to. I told him that I think after our lease is up I'm leaving and he doesn't fight for me to stay. Should I just not prolong it and break up now? Can we live together and be broken up? Our son is 10 months old now so should we break up now so he doesn't have any memories of his mom and dad together? Do you think babies know when their parents are arguing?