I was still bleeding last night, clots were coming out. So we got worried and went back to the ER. It turns out that we lost our little angel. I can't stop crying. I want to know why this happened to us and what I did wrong for this to happen. I feel like I have a big whole in my heart that will never be filled. Everything was fine and then just out of no where this happens. I know this baby wasn't exactly planned but I didn't want this to happen. We were starting to love the idea of a baby and then this happens. I was just in such shock when I found out I was pregnant that it was taking time to sink in. I really did want this baby. I know everyone says that everything happens for a reason but I just don't understand the reasoning behind this. I guess I never will.
on Jan. 7, 2013 at 10:10 AM