Ever since the birth of my youngest (1.5yo) I have had an IUD. I like having it for the most part. Things are more regulated, predictable, easier to deal with. The only thing is that whenever DH and i try to be intimate it hurts. Certain positions are tolerable but without that o efect. Others that get the job done just hurt so much (for both). I only keep it bc we cannot afford to have another kid nor want one and short of surgery it is the only thing that has worked. I have been feeling so depresed lately and angry at myself. I want to please him but bc of this rough stretch I have no interest in it. I know he is not the cheating kind and he would leave me before he did anything but I also know that 1.5 yrs is way too long for a man to go empty handed except for the 2ce to 3x a month effort. I would go see a doctor about it but I don't have insurance right now (can't afford that either). Anyway, I just needed to get this off my chest, heart, and mind. I have tried talking to him about it but everytime I do I feel as if I am attacking his manhood. This just makes it worse. Thanks for listening. Depresing and frustrating confession is over.