Why do I hang out with a guy that puts me down all the time??? I know I need to stop it but this town has no ppl my age. He talks about me to all of his friends and it's just bcuz like no one likes me here so he wants ppl to like him. I had my baby like three weeks ago and he is the father. He even talked bad about me to the nurse when I was in the hospital. He just can't stop calling me everything mean there is to call someone. I feel so sad and depressed. How am i supposed to find the one I'm ment to be with? Life is so hard man. I feel like I dont even want to do it. I feel guilty bringing a kid into this world when I don't even want to be here. :( Sorry I'm being a cry baby but this is really how I feel. I just want to be happy but I have no close friends to talk to.