I really need to vent. I am hoping just to make this whole situation work for the next few months. It has to. There are really no other options. Ok, maybe me going insane is one.
I live with my parents currently and my 3 year old ds. My mother watches my son while I go to work. I lost Apple and should be getting back by May June. As well as hopefully moving out with my boyfriend and son. Until then, I am hating coming home. I hate seeing my parents. I am so stressed and miserable because of them sometimes.
My mother has reached a point that she does not care to watch my son. His behavior is horrible because she lets him get away with things. She gives in. I have seen her try to punish him then give in and give him what he wants. When he acts kinda good, she buys him toys for it. In fact, she's grown resetful towards because she has to watch him. I found out my parents are in trouble money wise and my mother would like to work to add more income.
Oh, did I mention I give them money for rent and for watching my son. But my 21 year old brother free loads. My parents pay for all his college stuff, his food, his gas, his rent, his hockey playing. He does not work. Yet, I am getting s it on for stupid things. My mother did my car registeration because it's not in my name. Long story there. She messed then never told me my sticker or registeration came. My dad did randomly. Like it's upsetting because not only do you think your parents would always be there to help but they claim to want to all the time. Yet every turn, I get screwed somehow. I am trying to leave their house to start my own life. For some reason, they want to make that harder than it already is.
I am sorry, ladies. I am just so worn out from living at home. I wish I could leave. I am hoping it stays decent until my son and I can move out. We need a better living enivorment.