It's just all kinda getting to me and it sucks. I stop going to work this Sunday and don't go back till August. I really don't have money and I hate asking my parents for some all the time. Regardless as to how much they help out already. But asking for a night outta town seems like too much and because he doesn't sleep through the night yet, my parents won't watch him for me. Idk.. Just getting a bit homebound and it's making me sad that I don't get to go out and meet ppl. At this rate I'll be single forever. :/ sry for my rant, I'm just a bit on the down low right now.
Welp I got off my last day if work yesterday around 3:15 and I went and hung out with some friends. (all guys) One has returned from work for a while and I'm excited to see him again! His name is Angel and we dated once before but I broke it off a year ago because if a few annoying flaws. But lately I've kinda been wondering if he'd at all be willing to try again. 😳 He's kinda here and gone a lot due to work but I still feel like I have feelings for him. I'm gonna wait it out tho. Any who! Yesterday he got me to have a bit if fun by dragging me up a cliff and throwing a BBQ. I managed to get some time before going home and we had a great time :) there were 5 of us and that I think is all we needed. There was alcohol but I only had one Mikes. I needed that day! I feel so much better now. I'm actually excited to see him again soon :3 lol