Is summer over yet.... kids are out of school and I am going to lose it ..not sure if I will make it to sept.
So the kids are out of school for the summer and it has been nothing but craziness. I am a wife and a stay at home mom who is also a full time student. I have 4 girls ages, 1,2,5(will be 6 in july), and 7. I use to be able to just put the older ones on the bus in the morning and play with the little ones then it was lunch then naps for them and clean and school time for me until the hubby got home from work and they got home from school. Now it is constant clean up, pick up, make lunch and snacks, then clean up again and try to fit in some school work while getting after the kids for fighting. Then making dinner clean up again get everyone fed and to bed just to clean up again and then try to do school work. I am so burnt out and tired and ready to cry and lose it at any minute. I have even had to set up a schedual for the kids just to keep them from arguing and fighting all day. We all get up eat do the calender dicsuss the day then I read to them they read to me we do journals and math and crafts then play time. Then if I can get them to chill out I clean up and cook and clean and then school work. I never have a moment to breath. I just feel likeI want to sit and cry. Today I added yard work to all that and now as they are supose to be in bed they are just running around playing in their rooms and I don't even have the energy to yell at them. Sorry I just need to vent and in my life all I have are people that want to vent to me but not listen or try to understand me when I really NEED to vent. :(