Hello friends I have been stuck in a sticky stop for a while now PLEASE help!! I was a very young mother when I became pregnant for the first time. I was just turning 16 when I had him. I took care of my son 100% and I am very proud on myself for that even if I did make a mistake my haveing sex at a young age. My son is going to be 11 this october and my daughter will be 4 in october as well. My boyfriend has been there 100% for my son like his own and im so greatful for that I no not many men would do that!! However my boyfriend and I have been together for 10 years in sept. we are buying our own house and we make enought money I have always want to get married to him. I have pushed him to get married for a couple years. Well he did propose to me 4 years ago this x-mas eve at his parents house (while everyone was there when his family and i do not always get along because im to out spoken) that made me a little upset and after the fact I found out that my mother did not no anything about it or any of my family!! well I started to plan the wedding but he wanted nothing to do with any of it :( I try talking to him to see what he wants and no matter what I said or did he always pushed me aside. I have given up on getting mar ried :( I want to very much but he says he does but I feel he is just saying it to shut me up, My kids are 7 years apart I want another baby so badly but I do not want to my daughter to be 7 before we have another. I no Im very young and have all the time in the world but I do not want to wait any longer. He on the other hand does not want another baby at all there is not even a (maybe later). I am so heart broken over this I feel like he is holding somthing back from me but I have tried talking to him so many time but I get nothing out of him. sadly his mother passed aways on may 11th a day before mothers day :( I want to try talk to him more about how I feel but I dont know if it is too soon to try and talk to him about all of this when I how how he feels bout it. I have tried to push it out of my mind but i JUST CANT!! Please help me!!!!!!!!!
on Jul. 31, 2013 at 9:03 PM