I am 24 yrs old and 36 weeks pregnant I have an 18 month old son and I had a little girl when I was 19. My mother tricked me into signing my rights away (its a long story but if you really want to know I will tell you. She just turned 4 in july.) I have my c-section date set for the 23rd of this month. I have been severaly depressed for the past several months and feel no attachment for this baby. I tried telling my husband but he says I'm fine and doesn't want me to tell the doc. Not 100% sure why maybe he thinks our kids will be taken away idk. I want to be happy again but don't know how I can't bring myself to do much above the basics of the day. You know basic house cleaning and the basic needs of my son. I feel like a horrible mom to him for not being able to play and things like that. I started a baby book for the one I'm about to have but can't seem to bring myself to finish it and I can't even seem to start her baby blanket although I did one for my son. I felt happy and excited during the first two pregnancies. The first isn't my DH's baby I had her before I met him. I don't get out of our apartment much except for doc appointments or to visit family although when we visit family no one really talks to me I just take care of DS. My only family is the one I married into. I don't have friends I guess cause no one wants to hang out at my place they want ot go do stuff and well I don't have a driver's license so can't take my son anywhere. Plus my husband wants us home when he's home for lunch and for the night but then he doesn't want to do anything I'm lucky if I get out once a month. I feel like I'm whinning by saying all this but I needed to say something somewhere. Heck even on facebook I have to message people first and then its usually a very short exchange. I just don't know what to do. What would you do?