So tonight we are at the middle school round up and we are waiting forever to pick up the iPads (our school does not use books they use iPads). Well my 5 year old son is sitting with my 13 year old nephew and 5 year old niece and I had yelled at him about ten minutes earlier for bending my nephews arm back and then they all decided to sit on this ledge behind the long line which was fine. Well my sister went over to tell them something and she hears him say he wants to kill himself!!!! Mind you he is 5 so I assume he has no idea what he is saying. So my worry is where in the world has he heard this? I also have a 10 year old daughter.
Alot has changed in their lives lately and i know that. I have always been very active in their lives and I am currently working a different job (started July 1st) and my new hours and long drive have taken a lot of time away from them and i know they have both struggled with that. They cry when i put them to bed because I only get to spend about an hour with them each day now except my days off. I also have another job I do but I usually take them with me.
I have no idea what to do or where to start. Ugh I suck!!!