I currently have a 1 1/2 year old daughter, moving out into my own apt in less than 2 weeks and starting college (first time - grad back in 2005) at the end of june.
Father is the same for my daughter, and bun in the oven... He has a son who is 6 months old, he is living with the mother of his son. They are not together, she just does not have a place to live... she's madly in love with him, and insanely jealous and raises hell with him whenever he meets me to see his daughter. He loves her, but isn't sure if he wants to "be" with her.
Him and I are friends and get along, we just made a mistake... just now, I'm scared because I'm used to living with my family and I will officially be alone now.
He says he'll come around a lot, I believe it'll be atleast once a week, cuz that's what we do now, but I'm hesitant to believe him because of his past actions and the other girl may cause him not to, especially if they get back together.
I don't really have many friends, I had plenty when I was working, but the friendships have faded since I stopped working there.
I know I will make friends once I start school, but I'm just worried about how lonely I will get. I was fully confident being a single mother of 1, but being preggo and single, I'm scared... and forget dating any time soon! And then once the other baby gets here, even scarier
Any advice? Similar stories? Just anything that will give me some hope and put my mind at ease