I have been feeling horrible the last few days. I was doing so good I thought maybe it was just the hormone thing and it was going away. Well maybe not. I'm just sitting aroud not doing anything. My house is a mess I still don't want to be bothered with DD. Now when it comes to my son I do whatever he wants I jump as soon as I hear him calling me. WTF is wrong with me. I have this beautiful baby girl which is what I always wanted and I can't even enjoy her. I've been thinking of my baby I lost 7 yrs ago. It has been really bringing me down. I have so many things going on I just can't seem to get past this. So I guess when I see the Dr for my BC I will have to talk to her.