need advice/help

[Lailena]

it's going to be a long story if I were to get in to the nitty gritty of why so I won't, I will shorten my story and just say that i need to get out of my current living situation and not sure how to go about it. I have two boys and roughly 4 months pregnant, been living with partner and his two boys staying at home with all the kids so haven't been working and my van is broke. I have no family in the area and the only thing i can come up with so far is iether leave stuff behind here and have my sister come and get me to go live in dallas tx, i live in wa. state currently, or put stuff in storage somehow here and what, go to a shelter?

I really do need to get out of here, where i live i mean, and i don't want to be forced to go all the way to dallas, ive lived there i hate texas and also too close to my oldest sons donor, but what do i do, how can i do anything on my own here, i cant even tell current partner that its over id like to figure out something else to do so ive been packing and organizing hoping i figure something out and trying to keep it on the downlow. he told me that if its over i dont get to chose how i leave, meaning im not allowed to make a plan, if its over he'll kick me and my kids out on the spot as he tried to do a few weeks ago, no matter the child im pregnant with is his. so i keep avoiding saying anything specific, buying my time til i know what to do.

also im exteemely lonely and depressed here, ive been so iscolated i dont talk to anyone or even know anyone here really which is making depression worse.

please help me sort out what to do, very lost stressed and alone, anyone live in my state/area need a friend.....

[camama007]

Try hopelink, yes, call 211