Feeling very emotional...not sure if I want to go on ttc

[bonnebell]

Hi ladies I'm in the 2ww and bursted out earlier crying tears though happy for the other mom's on here who got there BFP but also ashamed to admit tears of sadness and hopelessness. Though we have only been trying more seriously the last 2 months, really we started being not careful last August and every month after around ov time. So it feels like forever to me and I have gotten to where I don't think it's going to happen again for me and my dh.:( I am being hard on myself and my husband doesn't understand why I'm letting it get to me. I guess because when I got pregnant with my first daughter it happened as a surprise and very quickly!! I know I'm not 20 anymore, 28 now but what the heck is wrong with me? How do you ladies who have been trying for months or even years keep going on without getting upset? Just questioning if I'm in this ttc for the long haul ya know. Sick of looking at BFN's!!! Please any words of encouragement would be so helpful right now. 

[elly620]

i'm right there with you honey.

[TTCMommyof2]

AWW SWEETIE, YOUR DEF NOT ALONE! DF AND I HAVE BEEN TTC CONCIEVE FOR A WHILE NOT THINKING ANYTHING WAS WRONG, WHEN REALLY I HAVE PCOS AND DIABETES SO ITS SOOO HARD. ESPECIALLY WHEN EVERYONE AROUND YOU IS PREGNANT OR WITH NEWBORNS! I BROKE DOWN IN BABYS R US THE OTHER DAY LOOKING AT INFANT BABY ROMPERS LOL! I WANNA GIVE UP TOO BECAUSE ITS SUCH A LONG ROAD, BUT IN THE END ITS GONNA BE WORTH IT, AND HONESTLY BECAUSE YOU TRIED SO HARD I THINK WHEN IT FINALLY HAPPENS YOU'LL LOVE THAT LIL BABY MORE THEN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE! KEEP FAITH, AND GOOD LUCK!

[Moomoo76]

I know how you are feeling i am almost 34 and the clock is ticking...i have been trying for now my 18 month and had a m/c in jan 2010. I am at the end of my 2ww and i did test today but got a negative and no sign of af. All i can say is hang in there we will get our BFP's soon and it will be worth the wait :)

[sunnyflower417]

Quoting elly620:

i'm right there with you honey.

Me too! Feel better!

[bonnebell]

Thank you so much ladies, you have really lifted my mood. Going to try and remain hopeful and focus on the many blessings I already have! I'll keep hanging in there! lol.:) Sending out so much babydust and hugs!

[candcsmom2008]

36 cycles for us, you just have to decide when it is time for a break or set your view for the bigger picture and end result and go un-detoured. GL MOMMA 

[bonnebell]

Wisely said, thank you so much!!! 36 months...so glad your wait is over hon!:)

[LaMaisonDuMoi]

I don't know if there are any tricks.  I guess I just try not to let myself get my hopes up because then I am less disapointed.  I was planning on being quite pregnant by summer so now I am trying to pep myself up by thinking of all the things I will be able to do this summer with my kids.  Good luck.  I am sorry it is taking you so long.  I know how much it sucks. :(