vent! sorry if i offend anyone im mad as hell!
So my day has went like this.
woke up to see dh on the couch because I upset him last night.
Got a bfn on a frer telling me I'm not pregnant.
Dd broke dh glasses that he left on the floor next to our bed...
Dh flipped out on me because I "let" her break his new 500$ glaSses! Yes because that's what I wanted... Break them peanut...
I called my sister and I guess my mom who I thought I could trust was talking all sorts of shit about me when she went to visit about how we should just stop trying because its not happening and we are throwing money down the drain! So after I got off the phone with her I laid dd down for a nap and come to find a text message from my friend that reads "rick and I are pregnant! We are due September 4th 2012! Hope you have a good weekend! Are you expecting yet?"
That message put me over the edge and I just started crying! Julie said back in November she wanted to start trying but wasn't sure how rick would react! Well I guess the first month is the charm for most! Its hard enough seeing all the bfp in the ttc and long term ttc groups but to have my best friend who knows we are having issues tell me just made my day suck!
I just don't get it! Everyone is pregnant but yet people still feel the need to update 5 days in a row that their test is getting darker! That's great I'm happy you're happy but now it seems like you think you're better them everyone! And the advice to stop wasting money. To not go to the specialist because god has a plan and we don't know what it is! For someone to say "you had complications with faith are you sure you want to risk it being on meds you make get more then you bargeNed for! --yeah that came from my sil who is pregnant first try and pregnant with baby #4!
Now I know this is long but I had to get it off my chest! I have had a bad day so let's hope it gets better. Dh and I are off together till Tuesday! Let's hope he is in a good mood cuz right now I just want to cry!