Its pink in person! Omg I'm so happy! Please tell me I'm not losing it!
UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE!
Find out Thursday if I'm wrong or right my beta hcg was only 3 so that means I'm not pregnant but if I just implanted it may only be 6 on Thursday and that still is considered "not pregnant" even though it doubled... So we will see if I have a baby in September! That's what they did in the old days before tests right? Have sex, get a belly 6 or 7 months later and then you have a baby! :/ why is this so freaking hard! I'm really starting to think god hates me! My progesterone at 6dpo was 12.2 so idk if that's good or not but pregnancy progesterone should be above 20 so I get my results back tomorrow. But being that my beta was only 3 I don't think they will do anything for me and they will probably say that my beta on Thursday isn't needed. :( how bad do you need to want something before god actually let's you have it! Honestly! I'm so mad right now!! Uhg! If I'm not after this month I'm done! Done with the meds done with the dr visits, done with the opk and early tests! I'm done! I wanted this so bad I even prayed to god that even if it was a late present for Christmas all I wanted was a baby! And now as I'm having a pitty party for myself I'm crying and thinking how dh said he's not excited because of our prior losses! Honestly! Be excited! Have a little freaking hope! Cuz I pray to god every damn night that I get a baby that sticks and lives a healthy life!