Rollercoaster of emotions *Vent*

[jrobertson20]

So this is cycle #2 for DH and I.  Currently I am CD 26 (I think) and about 5-6 DPO.  I just feel like an emotional disaster!!!!  I'm excited yet nervous and scared and depressed....all at the same time.  This is something we really really want and I am not a very patient person when it comes to TTC.  I have been have very dull cramping since about 2 DPO every day.  I'm hoping this is a good sign but at the same time trying not to read too much into it because I don't want to get my hopes up.  AF is due on the 20th so I have a few more days until she shows her ugly face.  Last month AF showed up the day my best friend has her baby.  That didn't make it any easier.  This month, if that witch shows, it will be right after my sister has her ultrasound to hopefully find out the sex of her twins.  So I know if she does we will be baby shopping which I love but at the same time if AF shows will be devastating.  Ugh I hate this!!!  I just have to keep reminding myself it's all worth it in the end.  Thanks for letting me vent.

[GwenMB]

(((hugs))) ttc can be very frustrating.

[jrobertson20]

Thank you.  It's a very frustrating journey.

[raley]

I am defintitley at the frustrated point.  Just don't understand why my body won't work like everyone elses! I am on day 62 cycle and have no idea when it will end.  Call my doctor today, but her nurse never called my back.  Hopefully she can put me on something to get me started.  She wants me to start Clomid, but it's just so frustrating when you need af to show up and she won't!  We have been trying for 9 months...almost 10.  I am trying to be patient, but geeze!  GL to you!  I am there with ya.  Feeling frustrated is no fun.  Guess we just have to push through it and keep trying.

[jrobertson20]

So sorry you are having all those problems.  If only we could completely control our bodies!!!!  Good luck to you as well and I hope AF starts for you soon so you can start the Clomid!!!

Quoting raley:

I am defintitley at the frustrated point.  Just don't understand why my body won't work like everyone elses! I am on day 62 cycle and have no idea when it will end.  Call my doctor today, but her nurse never called my back.  Hopefully she can put me on something to get me started.  She wants me to start Clomid, but it's just so frustrating when you need af to show up and she won't!  We have been trying for 9 months...almost 10.  I am trying to be patient, but geeze!  GL to you!  I am there with ya.  Feeling frustrated is no fun.  Guess we just have to push through it and keep trying.

[.Peaches.]

You sound like me, I'm definitely not patient with anything, especially this!

Hopefully AF doesn't show this month and you get your BFP!

[jrobertson20]

Thank you.  I'm hoping I see those two beautiful lines in a few days!!!  I wish this wasn't so stressful.  Good luck to you as well.

Quoting .Peaches.:

You sound like me, I'm definitely not patient with anything, especially this!

Hopefully AF doesn't show this month and you get your BFP!

[EAzizM]

This road can be rough, and as a woman who is on cycle 12 I have learned to have patience. There are women here who have been trying ALOT longer than we have. I will wait as long as I must. Try to relax and not stress about it. Stress in itself can prevent you from getting prego. Gl

[SatyrsMom]

we have ALL been there! You can vent all you WANT!

[jrobertson20]

 Thanks for the support ladies....so to not make this any easier one of my friends just told me this am she's pregnant.  They weren't even trying....ugh.  I'm happy for her but sad for me.  Well I'm still not out this cycle yet because AF is only due Monday so I'm hoping for the best.

[jaidasmommy]

I have been there where you are...((HUGS))

Quoting jrobertson20:

 Thanks for the support ladies....so to not make this any easier one of my friends just told me this am she's pregnant.  They weren't even trying....ugh.  I'm happy for her but sad for me.  Well I'm still not out this cycle yet because AF is only due Monday so I'm hoping for the best.