Today was an "I've had it" day

[Apollos82]

Do you ever just have moments when you can't handle all the pain of LTTCC? I was at wit's end today... I've been spotting for 8 days, supposed to start AF soon, NOT feeling good, and just so damn tired of it all.


WHY can't my body work? Why can't I have what so many other women seem to take for granted? Why is this so HARD? I just want a baby! Why is that too much to ask??

[vcaulkins]

Awwwww I know! Hang in there and try to keep positive and your mind on something else <3

[favorbyfaith]

I know it's hard but try to stay positive.

[carter2011]

I feel the same way! I finally got my bfp last week. Only to find out today I had a miscarriage we have been trying for 2 years and I got so excited. so today was rough for me. I just don't understand!!!! I feel like all the people that abort their baby are stupid! I just want a baby and it's so freaking hard!!! Ugh!!! Sorry I just needed to vent.

[Apollos82]

I'm so very sorry, for your loss...

While I always do TRY to stay positive, there are some days I just feel effed over by the world!

I'm glad I'm not the only one, though I wish I were, at the same time. KWIM?

Quoting carter2011:

I feel the same way! I finally got my bfp last week. Only to find out today I had a miscarriage we have been trying for 2 years and I got so excited. so today was rough for me. I just don't understand!!!! I feel like all the people that abort their baby are stupid! I just want a baby and it's so freaking hard!!! Ugh!!! Sorry I just needed to vent.

[Silky-Norma]

I know too well what you're feeling. It just sucks and is not fair. Hope tomorrow's a better day and you get your bfp next cycle.

[monkeybelle83]

I think even us who aren't long term get that feeling. It's super frustrating to see some people who may not be as "deserving" persay or "wanting" get pregnant SO easily when there are people who want it so much more who struggle.

[carter2011]

I understand completely. I wouldn't wish this struggle on my worst enemy!

Quoting Apollos82:

I'm so very sorry, for your loss...



While I always do TRY to stay positive, there are some days I just feel effed over by the world!



I'm glad I'm not the only one, though I wish I were, at the same time. KWIM?

Quoting carter2011:

I feel the same way! I finally got my bfp last week. Only to find out today I had a miscarriage we have been trying for 2 years and I got so excited. so today was rough for me. I just don't understand!!!! I feel like all the people that abort their baby are stupid! I just want a baby and it's so freaking hard!!! Ugh!!! Sorry I just needed to vent.

[carter2011]

This is always my point. And I think it's what makes it even harder on me.

Quoting monkeybelle83:

I think even us who aren't long term get that feeling. It's super frustrating to see some people who may not be as "deserving" persay or "wanting" get pregnant SO easily when there are people who want it so much more who struggle.

[freedEm11]

I completely understand. I wish you didn't have to hurt like this. I am two weeks late but have tested negative twice. I just want to start AF so I can move on with my life. I keep faltering between giving up and being optimistic. I hope that good news comes your way soon.

[armywife8112011]

I've had plenty of those days! I decided to get a puppy because God hates me and wont give me a baby. I've tried everything besides doctors. Lubes, diets, positions, tracking. And I will sometimes just sit in bed and cry. And im only 18!!! I know like 7 girls my age who are upsettttt because their pregnant! They dont realize how my husband and I envy them. Girl I feel ya. I totally totally feel ya.