hi my name is ce ce
i have been ttc for about 6 months now and nothing is happening. all my friends ans family are popping out kids like nothing... but here i am 6 months in and ready to give up... idk whats wrong... but then again he wont go to the doctor to count his sperm he thinks if it was meant to happen then it will... i want nothing more then to have a child on my own.. to have someone call me mother, to get up in 3 4 5 am to change diapers and feed. when i was younger and i was asked what do i want to be when i grow up my answer was a mother.. to have a house full of kids. I'm 23 years old will be 24 in June... nothing yet.. i always wonder will i ever have kids, will i ever be a mother i sit at night and cry because i don't think my life goal will ever come true.