I went to the doctor's for the first time on Wednesday since my loss on 3/2/12. I went back to see the doctor that delivered my dd in 2007. Amongst all the labs I had was hcg just to see what was going on after my loss. Before I miscarried it was down to 25 and four days later I got a negative hpt. My beta from Tuesday came back at 4,390! I had it checked again today and it is 6,147. The nurse said its not doubling the way it should and that I'll probably miscarry again. I had no idea I was preggo again so soon after my loss. We didn't even bd on the day of ovulation which I know it doesn't matter because as long as its close to the date you can still get preggo but I felt irresponsible!! So now I am still sad over my recent loss and already preparing for another. This wonderful doctor was more than willing to run any test necessary which is great but I feel so sad. I've only known for two days but happiness was lurking in there somewhere along with the worry. I feel so careless :(
I'm just waiting on the results of my progesterone & all the labs for clotting disorders to come back to see if I have answers as to why I miscarry. I feel like the floor has been pulled out from under me.
***I had an u/s today and I got to see the sac and a tiny bitty bean in there. I thought I was around 5 weeks but the tech said I was so early that the machine wouldn't even pick up a range on dates or a heartbeat And that sounded like bs to me. They did more labs for hcg which I will know results on tomorrow. They still think I might miscarry so it's just a waiting game for now. (tmi) I did have some beige/pinkish thick discharge when I got home so now everything I see feels like the start of it. I hate not knowing what's going to happen. I guess we'll just wait and see what my hcg is doing. Don't see the doctor until 4/30 so for now I not so patiently wait***
on Apr. 5, 2012 at 2:29 PM