I have been TTC for 2 and a half years. I have been on fertility treatment the past six. Since starting treatment, 19 people have announced their pregnancy to me. Each time is worse than the last. I found out 2 days ago I am pregnant but will probably lose it due to not producing enough HCG. Today my cousin tells me she is pregnant. I went hysterical. I am so completly depressed i cant put it into words. My husband is no help. He just doesnt understand. He is the most unsensitive male in the entire world. When he came home and saw me in tears all he said to me was " I dont know why you let it affect you like this?" I feel so alone and so broken. I dont know where to turn for help. But I know now that I need it. And FAST!!!!