I am currently waiting for a bfp or af ( I am getting neither right now). But I think that if I turn out to not be pregnant, then we are just gonna hold off. I really think my bf is just trying for a baby to make me happy, I really want a baby and he knows how much it will make me happy but I think that he feels we will lose out on a lot with another child (we can afford it, but he is looking to the future as in longer with a child home, another college etc). So I have decided to just put it to the back of my mind. I really have no idea if im pregnant right now (im so confused). I really think all these symptoms and things that are happening to me, is me just wishing so hard. If I am pregnant right now he will be happy and love the baby though, thats not the issue here, hes just worried about child care and me going back to work and all the normal things. sigh.
I wish you all lots and lots of sticky baby dust and hope you all get your bfp and have a happy and healthy 9. :)