*** PM UPDATE*** 6/20 I'm done. vent. everything. blah. 9-10dpo +opk
Okay- I'm done now. I'm just waiting until the day my period is due to take another test. I just took 2 hpts and 1 opk and ALL were negative. So I guess my body is just stupid and doesn't work. What an emotional roller coaster this has been. I'm over it. SOO over it! So this means I'm either just now ovulating which I'm showing zero signs of ovulation... but if I am then I don't know what I should do if I don't start next week because they are going to start me on the provera (if my period doesn't start) and higher clomid again. I'm ready to walk away and not even put myself through another month of trying and just be content with my two love bugs and get my ovaries removed and be done with this all.. this stupid PCOS.. stupid endometriosis.. stupid everything.
I need to go make some cookies.
POSITIVE OPK TEST
I took it because I took a pregnancy test this AM and I swear I could see something. It kept catching my eye but I'm counting it a negative because you had to look at it just right. Two other mom's on here said they could kinda see something but maybe not and one mom said it was just half a line (which is exactly what I see) Here are those pics
I of course am definitely going to test again tomorrow morning.
I've heard of +OPK's picking up pregnancy. I'm so confused and excited right now. SHould I bring myself back to reality? Am I acting crazy right now? LOL
Here is another update. For those who didn't see all my posts last night, I got a call from the doctor's nurse about my progesterone level. She said it was under 5 so I didn't ovulate this month and to call when I start my period and they'll up the clomid. I told her about yesterday- and getting the two positive OPK's and I told her that I got a positive on CD 16 for ovulation. She said she didn't know what was going on. I was very sad. I came home and looked it up and realized they checked my blood on cd 21. You're supposed to check the levels 7dpo and I didn't ovulate on the 14- the earliest I would have ovulated was the 17-18. So that gave me a little more hope and I feel like that voids out the test because it wasn't done properly.
So I took a test this AM- HPT and +OPK. It was negative. Nothing on it. So now I'm just feeling if I am getting positive OPK's due to pregnancy it should show up on a HPT. So I don't' think I am pregnant.