Today my husband took me to get some tests, I bought 2 and I can now harly see the pink line and it showed up around 4min. The second test was basically negative...took them back to back. I had held my pee in for five hours, which is more then I sleep and I didn't excessively drink anything to water my pee down. Regardless, at 7wks it should have been a very dark BFP.
No doc appointment for a few weeks and they won't bring me in sooner as I'm not having an emergency.
I just don't know if I'm pregnant or not now. I don't know what to think....sigh
Thanks for listening.
*edit. I never knew HCG can stay in ones system for weeks and weeks once a miscarriage has occurred. I thought I miscarried at 4wks and I likely did. It's been 20 days since I had the really dark BFP. I read that the average days HCG stays in ones system is 19 days which would explain the very faint BFP on the tests I took today. This would explain why I don't feel pregnant, because I am not. I'm am very very sad.
I also spotted brown a few days ago with cramps which would have been dead on when I would gave ovulated before my next due period so I'm depressed now I missed the boat this month to try again. My husband wants to have sex tonight but this will have been the first we've had sex since July 25th. So unless the egg is just sitting around I probably won't conceive this month. Sucks. Oh well, if at first I don't succeed, I try try again. Thanks again everyone for listening.