I am HIGHLY upset! First let me just start with saying that I have supposedly "Had"a history of bi polar disorder. I went to see a phycatrist about a year and a half ago because of depression, who when I went to see him, was a total quack to begin with. He just threw medication in my FACE the first day I went to see him, and just did like a check list on a piece of paper and said I had bi polar, because my family has a history of it.... So I went to him for about a year and he put me on all different medications. Well, right from the start after he put me on all of these drugs it messed me up. I couldnt think clearly, and it just made me develop anxiety, and even more depression to begin with. I even wanted to hurt my husband in away that I NEVER even would have dreampt of! I love my husband. It really upset me so my husband went with me last April to one of my appointments, and sense then I havent been back to see him. I have been drug free for a year... Well to make a long story short, when I went to see my fertility doctor today, she told me she wouldnt help me get pregnant until I went to see another phycatrist and got on medcation for my "bi poloar" and to go see a high risk nurse at a different location. Not only was I floored, I think it was out of line! I know my own body, and after being off medcation for a year I have been fine! Sure I have episodes of depression, but doesnt everybody? Why would I want to be on anti depressants when I am pregnant? She said the baby would go through withdraws once you have it, but the nurses would help the baby through it. I am NOT being on ANY medcations unless you need it to live, while pregnant. I cant even believe she would be for that. Anitdepressants made me worse, so why would she even say that?Was it right?My cylces are normal now. I have PCOS so thats why I am going to see a fertility doctor. My cylces are 28 days long, my HSG was normal she said tubes are clear uterus looks good, hubby has a REALLY great sperm count... what do you think?should i try to concieve on my own and ditch the fertility doctors?