sadness in my eyes fake smile on my face and just keep thinking why

[nessa0621]

Well 4 yrs ttc with 4 rounds of clomid metformin and levothyroxin with pcos and still no bfp my doc is giving up but there is still so much we haven't tried soo I think we are(me and dh) are going to go to a specialist an infertility doc scary to think about but I want a baby of or own so bad and seeing pregos every were dosnt help I mean I'm happy for them I just want to be a mother tooo. Anyone else in the same boat

[hypnautica]

Yeah I feel the same way we have been ttc #1 for 6yrs now. I have gone through Clomid & Femara, 2 IUIs and 2 IVFs and still nothing. I would say forget the gyno because they can only do so much and see a fertility doc. Good luck and hope you get a BFP before you even need to see a fertility doc.

[nessa0621]

Thank you I hope u get ur BFP soon I am just trying to get through day by day I think next month we are going to a fertility doctor

Quoting hypnautica:

Yeah I feel the same way we have been ttc #1 for 6yrs now. I have gone through Clomid & Femara, 2 IUIs and 2 IVFs and still nothing. I would say forget the gyno because they can only do so much and see a fertility doc. Good luck and hope you get a BFP before you even need to see a fertility doc.

[allycally]

Hugs....

[tiffluv81]

10 YRS TTC BBY#1. Im with you and i have had false positives two months in a row. 4 miscarriages 5 chemicals. Unless i will be having a chemical this month since i had one positive test then gone the next day so idk

[nessa0621]

Damn 10 yrs how do u stay positive how do u keep your hopes up?

Quoting tiffluv81:

10 YRS TTC BBY#1. Im with you and i have had false positives two months in a row. 4 miscarriages 5 chemicals. Unless i will be having a chemical this month since i had one positive test then gone the next day so idk

[nicole2884]

has your doctor suggest femara

i did clomid an nothing

my first round of femara an i ovulated all on my own

im not sure were i fall on the pcos spectrum, i have no insulin resistance , not overweight but have high testosterone an i dont ovulate on my own or so i think because i have never seen the signs

but femara did it round one

dont give up

i get upset to seeing everyone pregnant 

[tiffluv81]

i dont keep my hopes up. I trick myself into thinking that I will one day be a mother. I am at my wits end now, so i can truely understand how you or any woman feels after trying what seems like eternity.
I feel like im so type of beast or monster not equipped properly for a baby idk anymore. SInce i found this site these ladies have kept me up without them i would prob be a miserable wreck or in a mental institute AGAIIN

Quoting nessa0621:

Damn 10 yrs how do u stay positive how do u keep your hopes up?

Quoting tiffluv81:

10 YRS TTC BBY#1. Im with you and i have had false positives two months in a row. 4 miscarriages 5 chemicals. Unless i will be having a chemical this month since i had one positive test then gone the next day so idk

[2901]

Hello,are u guys from south africa?

[usmcwife28543]

right there with you! this month marks 8 yrs for us... its very depressing and every cd 1 i want to throw in the towel and my faith gets weaker....

[Lindyjf]

Hugs & prayers!!!