sadness in my eyes fake smile on my face and just keep thinking why

[nessa0621]

Well 4 yrs ttc with 4 rounds of clomid metformin and levothyroxin with pcos and still no bfp my doc is giving up but there is still so much we haven't tried soo I think we are(me and dh) are going to go to a specialist an infertility doc scary to think about but I want a baby of or own so bad and seeing pregos every were dosnt help I mean I'm happy for them I just want to be a mother tooo. Anyone else in the same boat

[nessa0621]

I know what u mean I have a cousin like that too she has 3 kids and dosnt even step up her mother takes care of them while she works as a gogo dancer and parts all the time ,she tied her tubs which is a good thing but I look at her and am like really her but not me then everyone asking me why we haven't had a baby yet and its cuz I don't want one when they don't know the truth its frustrating .baby dust to u bope u get ur bfp soon

Quoting loveablej:

I know the felling. I have only been trying for a year but have many family members that are or were pregnat this year and all I could think is why can't I be also. Two of them never wanted kids and got pregnat by accident because bitrh control failed. Ugh hope we will be soon.

[Lady317]

Thanks :) 

Quoting nessa0621:

Thank you for sharing ur story hope u get ur bfp soon baby dust tooo u

Quoting Lady317:

Don't give up. Dh and I have been ttc or 7 plus years and I had given up thinking that we would ever get pregnant. Oct 24th I found out I was expecting, which was of course a total shock. We never prevented ever and that one month it just happened. I didn't do anything special. Sadly we lost our baby at 4 weeks and 3days. We are going to continue not preventing and trying when we feel like it. The way I see it is if it's meant to be it'll find a way. Although I would love for it to happen and for it to hurry up already haha! In good time though. I just wanted to encourage you, don't give up keep fighting for what you want. I don't have any problems that we know of but dh has low end of normal on his count and low motility and it happened for us! Praying for you. Year four was just as hard as it is today, but keep your chin up!!