Well I posted yesterday as my first announcement that I had gotten my BFP, my excitement has been halted. At 3 am I woke up to go to the bathroom and there was red when I wiped. Not a lot, but it was definitely red and not brown, so I laid awake the rest of the morning worrying. Called the doctor as soon as the opened and I am now going in for my HCG blood test. I was told to rest and I was on pelvic rest. Of course I didnt bother to ask what all that entailed and how long so I will be asking after my blood draw! I havent event told my husband yet. I was going to tell him tonight with a shirt I had made for our DS. I dont want to tell him just to tell him Monday we are miscarrying but I know he needs to know! This is so not how I thought it would all go! I finally said it out loud last night to our 2 year old only to wake up and have the fear of miscarriage now!
### well, I took the day off work to rest. I have been bleeding all day. last night I had period like cramps but nothing today other than the bleeding. not filling pads mostly only when I go to the bathroom, but it is bright red. got yesterdays hcg results back and they were only at 16. not very hopeful for my results on Monday. it's going to be a long quiet weekend. still praying for a miracle that it all turns out well.