So, I finally got the call from my GYN that I knew was coming: I tested HPV+ back in '99 and have only had 1 negative pap since. I've had a million colposcopies and LEEPS. After the last one the gyn said he would recommend a hysterectomy at this point. We have one child and I really wanted to try for one more, so he said go for it and as soon as I pop that one out we're going to start planning. I'm devastated.
So of course they called yesterday and said I have to have another colpo. I'm just sick. Aside from postponing our ttc for about 2 cycles I have HORRIBLE anxiety when it comes to these things. (My first one was horrible with a gyn that was rough and didn't prepare me for what he was doing.) I'm sick to my stomach over it.
The only positive is that my son was conceived after my last LEEP. DH says it's because I had my "pipes cleaned out." (They actually remove the cervix, so maybe it opened the door to let the swimmers in.
Any good vibes would be appreciated. Thanks girls.