OT- moving away from child's father. (no judgement please)
Has anyone ever felt unhappy where they are living and feel like they're trapped? Thats how I feel right now... I had my daughter when I was 18. My original dream was to be a dolphin trainer in Florida. It has been my dream since I was 6.
Well obviously that dream was shattered when I got pregnant. I love my daughter and I never regret the decision I made, but now that her father is so involved in her life I feel like it's never going to happen. We live in PA, and she starts Kindergarten in the fall.
I am so miserable living here... I have my associates in psychology and am currently working toward my bachelors (which is what you need to be a dolphin trainer). But it sucks knowing I cant do what I really want to do with my diploma... The cost of living is so inexpensive there and the job market is insane compared to here. The only way it would work would be to move there with my SO and leave my daughter here with her father and my family, and have her stay with me over Christmas and summers. But I don't think I'd be able to do that mentally.
Anyone else been in this boat?