I'm a mother of 3 beautiful and healthy children (6 1/2 years, 2 1/2 years, and 17 months), and 4 angels. I've been TTC for 3 months. I'm usually very fertile. I had a dream last night that I was bleeding. Woke up this morning to my period. I'm getting so down. I got pregnant with my middle child on a 1 night stand. I got pregnant with baby number 3 when my middle child was almost 5 months old. I mean, a guy could look at me and I get knocked up. Why can't I have number 4? I feel as if my family isn't fully complete without 1 more boy (I have 2 daughters and 1 son). I just wasn't to cry.
on Feb. 6, 2013 at 12:52 AM