My best friend just got pregnant...im not trying to be selfish but im so upset :(
my best friend just ended up pregnant on Valentine's Day her and i have been ttc for awhile now and we have been each others support together now for a year because we were going through the same infertility problems. The difference between her and i is i have been doing the clomid and keep failing and she is still on the trying to concieve naturally ... she just did her first cycle of clomid and got a bfp ...i am happy for her she does deserve this ....but im upset that im now on my 4th cycle of clomid and still nothing :(
when taxes come back i will be getting my hsg this year im nervous and excited i want to have high hopes that my tubes arent blocked but something tells me that a woman knows there body when something is not right... and im not usually a negative person but i just have this strong feeling something is very wrong.
i love my best friend to death and im very happy for her and her fiance i am just disappointed that nothing has happened for me yet... i dont want to feel like i am mad or anything at her cause i would want her to be happy for me. it's just i dont understand. i think i might be jealous but i dont want to be .... idk. a little advice please. im quite upset that im feeling this way. i have nobody else to turn to
- Charity Noe-<3